Wake up call

Realised that I have been shaky for the past few days. I guess it is time I should wake up now. I should not throw myself into self-denial or something. Thank You for reminding me. Though I might be still having such weird feeling that even I myself can not explain what it is exactly, I shall not be too affected by it. The last lap for the marathon is going to start soon. I really pray that You can wake me up everyday just like today and to finish this journey with You. By the way, I really hope you can control your anger and hold on. I will strive to spend more time with you once this period is over. I still care for you.