Raging anger

I wondered what is wrong with me the whole day. I flared everywhere with almost every one I saw or communicated with. My most sincere apologies go to all whom tolerated with me. I hope it does not have any adverse effect on anyone. Guilt and shame built up in me as I realised where my immaturity had led me to. Something that You would never want. Sorry. I should not let anything affect my walk with You. But seriously, I have lots to catch up and I just want to do my best for now. Thanks for making sure there is always someone out there who will try his or her best to understand and listen to me. I really appreciate that. I guess it is reflection time for me now before seeing You. Night.