Alone

Thanks for letting me know how know You really mean to me. I been crying since morning and I just can not stop even till now. I realised the desire to be with You and how much hurt that has caused me. No one has ever caused so much tears in me. I want to go back to You but circumstances just do not allow. I really envy those who can be with You and do things together with You. Something I really want to do but I just can not. He had done something that is beyond my expectation. On one hand, I really love You so much but on the other, I do not understand. Why do You have to take away someone whom I love so much, break up my family to the extend of near divorce and disown. Basically everything You have blessed me since the start. And now, You took everything and everyone away and now You are the only one I am left with now. No one can understand what I am going through now except for You. And I realised the test starts only now and now is the time my growth will really be significant.