Forgiveness

I do not think anyone dare says that they have not hurt a person in their life before. But when you hurt a person whether intentionally or unintentionally, do you feel hurt yourself? Not sure if it is the right thing to say but I think it is only you I will feel that kind of pain. I really do not know why. Telepathy? I am not sure. However, I guess I am sure of something; that is you definitely means a lot to me. I know I am not a person who can speak really well and there are times I tend to bring things across wrongly. I seek consultation before revealing things but in the process, things of such happens. I actually kind of confused at the moment. What is right and what is wrong? Who actually determines what to do and what not to do? I really seek Your advice and really hope You can tell me. Milk had been spilled and there is nothing I can do. Really prayed for your forgiveness and that it would not happen again or shaken our relationship. It is only you I see whenever lights enter my eyes. I should not feel this way but I really can not help it. I am so afraid of losing you. Guess I need to seek peace in me now. Sorry. Felt so stupid that I actually did it again.