Dreams

Dream as though you will live forever and live as though you will die today. And it also had been said, dreams make man great. In reality, dreams and visions are the motivating forces that help me to stay focus in whatever I do. But now, the dream I am pondering over is the dream we have when we sleep. I like dreams. Perhaps that is one of the reasons why I used to sleep a lot, or rather even now. In dreams, I can be that innocent child of yours again, throwing childish tantrums knowing that you will give in to me. It can also fulfill or rather satisfy the desire to be with you because right now, the only time I can have with you is in dream. Doing things I always wanted but held back, saying things I always wanted to say but swallowed back and even the childlike wishes that I had made for you that were stuffed inside a Christmas sock. Had a long nap earlier on. It was indeed a nice and soothing one. And I do not know since when where you can just come freely into this world of mine and spend time with me. I would say this world is one of the best places in the world as it is where I seldom see sadness. And I know perfectly well that when I join You one day, the world that You are going to provide me is definitely better than the world I have in me now. But right now, I do not see myself as not living in reality. I am still focusing on the plan You have for me and remaining faithful in it. Except for the fact that I am just longing for something I am sacrificing for You at the moment. And I know You did not shortchange me because You gave me what I wanted through some ways. I do not know if it is correct to say that but I will just treasure my dreams until it becomes reality one day. And I know it will. I have faith in you...