张学友 - 我真的受伤了

窗外阴天了 音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了 音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

最特别的存在

天很蓝　风吹着白衬衫

快乐也像涨满风的帆Oh

抱着你　感觉那么自然

不必客气你随时可以去依赖

爱上谁　不是一种交换

我心甘情愿这样守护你

你不用还

最特别的存在

你值得我等待

一颗心就这样被你

一点一点佔满

爱这个字说了就不会改

不会有谁可以取代

最特别的存在

你让我走不开

幸福就算需要时间

也是理所当然

像这样　靠着我

不管你明白不明白

我已确定了答案

天很蓝　风吹着白衬衫

快乐也像涨满风的帆Oh

抱着你　感觉那么自然

不必客气你随时可以去依赖

爱上谁　不是一种交换

我心甘情愿这样守护你

你不用还

最特别的存在

你值得我等待

一颗心就这样被你

一点一点佔满

爱这个字说了就不会改

不会有谁可以取代

最特别的存在

你让我走不开

幸福就算需要时间

也是理所当然

像这样　靠着我

不管你明白不明白

我已确定了答案

最特别的存在

你值得我等待

一颗心就这样被你

一点一点佔满

爱这个字说了就不会改

不会有谁可以取代

最特别的存在

你让我走不开

幸福就算需要时间

也是理所当然

像这样　靠着我

不管你明白不明白

我已确定了答案

最特别的存在

hello

Apologies

I did intended to write but there are things that is difficult to be put into words. Nevertheless, I will continue after my exams. Thanks for your concern Wanni.

Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill.
When funds are low and the debts are high.
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns.
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:

Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not QUIT.

Past 3 Weeks

It is not forgotten and neither has it been forsaken.
Episodes happened and emotions stirred.
The childlike faith fades off as doubts set in.
Fruits began to rot and flowers starts to wither.
How true it is to say that nothing but One last forever.

The fall of Man was evident in Genesis just as how Job was tested.
Repentance comes with salvation.
But suffering of sins is still inevitable.
Only through Your grace where I hope he will be defeated.
How true it is to say that nothing is impossible with You.

Life seems like drawing without an eraser.
What's been done cannot be undone and vice versa.
Racing with the time is no joke but quitters are only for losers.
Compartmentalization is something to acquire in times of jealousy, anger, etc.
How true it is to say that nothing can be compared to what You can give.

The future is unpredictable just as how we are now.
Live for today and plan for tomorrow shall be my resolution as per today.
Wisdom shall be my request in prayers to understand certain issues.
Forever in You shall be my desires till the day I am renewed.
I hope to say in future that how true it is to say that nothing will not be given when Your kingdom and righteousness are being seek first.

Reflections

Holiday is here. I went to Pasir Ris park to help out for the event we are planning on Monday. Throughout the whole process, I observed a lot. I kind of diagnosed myself with ADHD at times. I can be hyperactive for a certain period of time but once my energy depletes, I will just go into a regression state. Anyway, it is also when I mostly see a lot of how people are in a setting. From the trip, I also concluded there is no strawberry pocky in Pasir Ris park as I could only find Mars bar and chocolate "biscuit" (forgot the name of the biscuit) after a long search. I was almost desperate to ask for some food from the BBQers around. To think of it now, it is hilarious. I went back with a dizzy spell and it is so terrible I could faint. Due to this, I did not eat dinner as well and I guess I should be building castles in the air soon. Nevertheless, credits and utmost praises to the Almighty God who helped me through this half semester. More commitments, more burdens, more stretching, but at the same time, more grace from You. I thank You for being in my life to mould and grow me. And I pray that everything will be in Your plans. I want to make full use of the 2 weeks I have now. A lot to do and revise. I hope to be ready when the battle commences again. Till then, I shall seek You to have my rest.