Morning

I woke up with a troubled heart, hurt and pinch of sadness. I did not want to wake up and just wanted to return to that dream of mine. As I was waiting for the bus, I saw a kitten of palm size stopped in front of a bus tyre and started looking around. I tried running towards to the bus but I failed. I could not believe my eyes when the kitten was rolled over by the bus with a sound of squashing an orange. The kitten then just lied on the road with its intestines on its abdomen. The feeling I had became worse as I witnessed the death of these kitten which is perhaps a few days old. Even now, I just feel like crying but I am confused at the same time. I do not know if it is my initial feeling or the kitten that is contributing to my emotion now. However, I only know that the feeling was heart-stricken at the very moment the kitten died and I felt so helpless. I just could not save it. Sorry kitten. It had been a long time since I am in such low spirit and needed to be alone. But, really thank God for today. How could I appreciate happiness and your love fully if I did not experience sadness?