Falling off

I was having a conversation with someone near my house earlier on. I was telling the person that the pain the person is feeling at that point in time is so insignificant to the pain You are feeling. You are so cute in some ways too. You will never break up with people and only people will break up with You. So the amount of pain You are feeling everyday is unimaginable. I listed down ten qualities together with the person but in my mind, I was thinking that listing is easy but abiding to it is difficult. It is always easier said than done. On one hand I am advising and convincing people to let go, on the other, I am not letting some things go. I do not think I should say things when I am unable to do it. I am just holding on to a faint chance that I can get back the 'thing' I lost. I also realised one thing. When I feel that I falling away, the more I will not fall as I will make an effort to get myself on the right track. I do not really feel it now but I somehow know it. That is worse because I am not making any effort anymore. I do not really know what affected me. I am still trying to find out. Sorry if I were to break Your heart on Valentine's Day.