Phantom syndrome

My heart feels for you now as I see you in this state. In fact, I feel the same way. It is just that I did not punish myself using the same method. I realised no matter how much I tried, it is still a very difficult time to go through. The 'phantom syndrome' will definitely be there and it will definitely take time. As much as I am trying to find joy in other areas, you should do the same. Like I had mentioned, it is a kind of special relationship that we all treasure and as you are feeling in this way, we will all feel the same way. I do not know why but I am feeling very sad for you now. Or is it I am really sad? Sometimes I really feel that I am fighting the battle alone. My only comfort is in You now.