Unexplainable fact

It has been years since I teared like this. It has been dropping since just now and I just cannot stop it. I do not understand why am I feeling the kind of sadness and struggles when nothing happened to me. My heart felt so heavy and scarred. What can I do? I do not know. In fact, all I can is just to pray for the best. My head is spinning but I guess I will hold on in case anything happens. I felt so helpless now. I really pray for my tears to wash off all the pains and struggles present there. I realise how much I have fallen... I guess I should be staying up tonight.