Fighting with time

I do not really know if you can understand the things I am going through right now but I really seek your understanding in this. There are a lot of times I have really tried my best to juggle everything well but one day just comprises of twenty-four hours. And I am fighting with time everyday. I know the purpose that lies under some things but I do not really see the point when I know the muscles attachments and neurology systems are not in my head. The spirit is willing but the body is weak. That is all I can say. I am still going on for it but I sincerely hope that you will see my needs when I am not around. I really need to prioritise. And I hope you did not get me wrong. I am not giving up or not going for things that are important. It is just that I do not wish to participate in some things.