Crying alone

I felt so helpless. There is nothing I can do anymore. I do not really understand why you have to flare over things that are insignificant. Can you just understand that there are some things that does not really works? If it does, history would not have repeated itself. When I tried my best to love, you just push me away. Trust me that one day, I will just get so hurt that you will lose me in the crowd. I thought you might have changed for the better but I was wrong. It is only love that will touch a person. No point getting angry over minor issues. I might be smiling but deep down I am actually using my tears to wash my face. I am so hurt.