Test of Faith

When this phrase surfaced in my mind, the first person I thought of is You. Initially, I thought this refers to the test of our relationship. But I was wrong. Totally wrong. Not only You showed me You are in control by allowing mama to push back the day to declare our relationship to papa due to his examination at work (I had school examination till 21 August 2007), it also showed me how much faith I have in You though I only get to know You since 28July2007. I did not fear nor panic when I went through all this. Somehow I felt You are just there with me. It is also then I realised why You wanted me to read on Moses; to tell me how Moses was been guided to do what he felt was impossible. Hope You can too show me the same miracle on the day of declaration to my papa at the end of August. Nevertheless, I have total faith in You. However, as much as I have faith in You in most areas, why is it that the word 'faith' is lacking when it comes to you. I think of You most everyday but other than that, it is always you who will disrupt my thoughts and settle down in my mind. Though I am treating you like how I will to the rest, there are moments where I have to struggle with my inner self to prevent myself from treating you better. Never had I felt you are just the one. Even as such, being with you will just stay as a wish in a the deepest corner of my heart till the day You can show me you are the one. I guess from this very moment, test of faith means the faith for the love you have for me will stay till the day when that little wish of mine can be fulfilled. Right now, I have to strengthen my relationship with You further to overcome more obstacles that awaits for us. At the same time, I also have to strengthen my relationship with you in order to give you my best when the day comes. So right now, let the test of faith for you with You begins.