All along I thought I have it but I am wrong! Totally wrong! It is five in the morning now. I have to wake up at six to meet someone and go for our job training. Think you will ask me; why did I not sleep throughout the whole night? The reason is because I was talking to someone. He told me he wants to know more about what You said before going to sleep. He told me he wants to be like You. He says he will love his parents like how You will love them. He told me although he is unable to love them like how You love them currently; he is willing to try to love them for Your sake and my sake. He even changed his nickname online for my sake. He took the first step! I could not believe my eyes! Tears of joy just gushed out like a tap. He is the type who would not do this but he did it! It is all worth me not sleeping. Even if this attitude is short-lived, I am still very excited because he took the first step and it motivates me so tremendously to go on! You showed me the way and guided me. How great You are. Someone told me a word to represent a shepherd is love. The love for people. That is what You want more than all the things You said. I really have this love now and it paid off. Only true love will touch a heart. And when true love touches the heart, joy will be its rewards. Really prayed he will continue on this track with me and for me, really prayed that I can move on to the next stage. You are great! I love You!P.S. If you are that someone, I want to tell you that I have really understand the true meaning of the word you asked me.
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